The Story of Nurul,Aishah,Cha2,AkaZukii

why can't life be much easier than this? no complications, no agonies, no worries...just pleasant....everyday, but we would not call that life now would we?

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Most of the Time, Things Doesn't Go As You Planned

salams.

you've wasted so much time, energy planning for something, and yet, all that careful (or sometimes not too careful) plans had to be change, unconditionally! devastated. crashed. unbelievable.

and then there's time and time again, when u keep changing your plans (at least for me), so indecisive...like a wildflower, u let the wind determine your course..

oh why is it so difficult to make believe that thee are to be mine eternally
i know i'm supposed to jump in joy,
But the heart isn't filled with that;
when time fast ticking away;
decision calls for actions,
can i be a wildflower then?
will wind takes me to places?
or will there be no help from heaven..
afraid of thee i am;
when truth shall reveals;
fact deep in the heart;
affection towards thee;
are hard much to non;
though i try the hardest;
i fail everytime,
and now the the inevitable fast finding my way;
where to run?
how to hide?
often i'm being waken from dreams at night;
awful ones that frights;
as thee i can't find,
in those dreams i'm having at night
instead cruel phantom
keeps haunting me;
sucking all energy dry;
banish me now, banish me please;
for i had never been this miserable in my life;
till you came and steal day;
leaving me to deal with nights
with awful nightmares;
no fairytales;
not a chance of daydreaming;
oh why phantom why;
did u ever make yourself known?
if it wasn't for you phantom past;
i know i'd still be miserable bee;
but not as much as i am today and forever will be.

3 Comments:

At 8:03 PM, Blogger Muhammad Kamal said...

hi aishah, nurul akazukii..err...whatever. i think i like your blog. it's honest, transparent and full of spirit. by the way, i'm Kamal and you can email me to muhammad.kamal@jusco.com.my. keep up the good work and rock on!

 
At 10:08 AM, Blogger Brother said...

Salam,

Entry ni mcm x jadi kawin? Ke sekadar
poem(?) copy paste?

 
At 9:10 PM, Blogger AkaZukii said...

salams dear visitors,

it's been awhile since my last entrie..dah bersawang dah :p, it's just that, i been toooooo busy and moved to a new place without internet (wanted to install but no receptions there, no maxis, no celcom, not even streamyx..it hell!! :p)

kamal: thank you..really appreciate it :)

brother: it's my own...tak main copy paste :p

 

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