The Story of Nurul,Aishah,Cha2,AkaZukii

why can't life be much easier than this? no complications, no agonies, no worries...just pleasant....everyday, but we would not call that life now would we?

Monday, September 26, 2005

salaams

it's that time around again in mua life...when me life felt like someone has pushed the "SLOW MODE" button...and everything around me passes me by so quickly..BUT ME!....everything around me but me..what does tht mean? *sigh*

today..i ate 3 candy bars of cadbury hazel nuts chocolate in a row! when i'm distressed usually i'll associate it to large amount of unneccessary food intake..mostly chocolates! i know i know...my constant worries abt losing my oh-so-curvious figure before in my previous entries..but i couldnt help the seduction of that melting yummylicious candy bars that definitely melt in your mouths and hands :p

the identified 'culprit' to be causing me stress in mua already stressed life? none other than ACADEMIA itself. everything abt it..inside out..whoever involves in it...those ppl surrounding me in tht forsaken place...literally 'choking' me to death..i'm stucked with no way out..no means to resort my misery..no shoulders for me to lean upon or cry for tht matter...except CHOCOLATE tht will do nothing but "harm" my already unproportioned body :-)

lastest developement amongst peers: it is certain now..tht "r" is one poyo person. i knew my instinct is right..the 1st time i saw her, i knew "r"poyo..and now after series of mishaps between me&"r" it is confirmed:the verdict's out="r" indeed poyos! during last week's class...this one particular class-la "r"was asked to read out&aloud something in english..it was a bit of a tongue twister thingy..with a lot of "s" ..being some1 with regional accent for years, specially when it's english then it's so obvious..."r" read those line quite bad i must say and was criticized by the lect.enuff said, she commented particularly abt one incident and "r" defended herself and said i was the one responsible for tht..the thg tht irks me abt this, "r" was clearly having trouble with the "s" n not forgetting tht terrible accent of hers..but still she have the guts to actually consult the lect herself...defending her part and blaming me instead! wtf??!!

she is no doubt the embodiment of "miss-goodie goodie two shoes" in my book!! and it was obvious she's holding something back against me as well. ..as she is now always refraining herself than talking or even looking at me after tht incident...i dun give s**t..cos likewise to me for her
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to "r" polish up ur english speakin' skills 1st before u even starts critizing abt others...look at the mirror....n u cud clearly see it was, still and will always be you who can't say those tongue twister thingy in class and not us the rest of the bunch!

Saturday, September 24, 2005

salaams
lama dah sudah tidak menulis...not busy just been lazy..LOL! gosh, that ryhmes.yeap..i guess that 'lil nickname cho sensei gave me really fits me...namakemono desu!!now with tht convo fever's gone...life for me is back to normal mode:namakemono=lazy arse! not that is a surprised for anyone who really knows me lol.

latest news: i'm FAT!! gosh...i know ive been saying that before, but i never really had any idea how much i weighted till now...and it's scary! reality checked=AISHAH is a fat arse now!!even hanis keep saying i'm a giant of my own size...flabby fat here and there **but mostly in the disclosed areas if you know what i'm saying (^_^)** huhu...i dont really know what has happened to me...the way i see it, my diet hasn't changed that much..as a matter of fact, i actually eat less chocolates these days...so where the hell did all those fatty fat come from?? (^_^)

my guess is, my sudden obssesion with food comes from the recent tension in my academia life..yeap! i do tend to eat more if i'm understressed...and the my 'specialty' is to sleeop it all off (those fat) after each meal! yikes! now it's taking its toll on me...my figure..gosh there goes my curvious slim figure (^_^) academia life is soooo demanding for me these days!! assignements to fulfill...projects to wow lecturers...gosh and not forgetting my really cramped schedule...especially TUESDAYS!! gosh how i hate that day..simply because i am forced to be in shah alam from 830am-1030pm!! i have three classes for tht day..no time to change me clothes..all slimmy n stinky..gosh i hate that!!

mm what else is new?? mmm i just had my hair steammed..LOl! a real good treat for my delicate hair once in a while..felt...healthier :-) had a brief chat with hanis dearest..i havent seen her in awhile...so when i do met her last week..always a treat for me to start me day in school...oo mom's lil biz has took an upward change..she sold 17 units of tht filter! but all thanks to my filthy rich aunt..who baught all 17 of those filters and more to come in future...how good it is to be rich? veryyy good i guess...i admired her n her family..tho shes so damn rich and an established businesswoman...she never forget her family...her roots..even her kids aren't snobbish lil brats tho they are braught up in australia...not even one word in aussie accent!

that was about rich girls...gettin back to me: a non-rich girl...something is so not right with me life now..no, not external factors..more abt internal factors=emotionally distressed perhaps...or something..i am not quite sure but all i know it is not good as it make me stays 'afloat' when i really want to stick me feet on the grounds..back to reality ms aishah!! huhu

Tuesday, September 20, 2005



salaams

i didnt go for class today, instead today was the last day of tht convo thingy..so i decided to go there instead. plus, i was hoping to meet fazlin who happend to do her convo today..but my hope was in vain...i didnt see her, tho we both sms-ing each other, practically 'warned' each other to look out for each other..huhu but nada! i was ready to see for her gettin on stage..but somehow, i didnt see her. perhaps was too busy reading the names, i didnt realized i actually have read her name!

anyways, it was the last day...akmal, raja, fariz, ajib, nora, razel and me were the only one who came..n we pretty much enjoyed our last time hanging out at one corner of the auditorium..sometimes making out noise...giggling over weirdoo names...gosh talk about weirdo names..when i 'embarked' my task as emcee, raja being an expert on this matter had warned us about weird names...she said watch out for those names, MAKE sure you dont burst out in laughter!

and so, i did just that! i managed to kept my cool and professionalisme regarding weird names but not one particular name! gosh what an embarrasment! i confused and mispronounced one graduate name for MAWI instead of NAWI!! of all the names in the world....how the hell did that happen??:-) i'm still baffled by that! no! i'm no big bonkers fan of MAWI..hell no way *ahaks* at least i think i'm not...but tht incident really made impact to every1...even the VC made joke about that and commented abt tht in his speech! practically everyone who were there during tht time rmbers that event very well...and the word has spread to my faculty, amongst friends..it was ME! gosh, now i cant pretend nemore and say, nooo it wasnt me :-p

owh well, guess bad thing do happend eh..but not like it was an evil sin..it just so happened i announced some really HOT celebrity name nowadays in malaysia instead of the real grads name...n beside not like i went wayyy off tune, those names were pretty darn close: MAWI n NAWI..others did some faults as well..but they didnt get penaltilize fer that...guess i made it in leaving something behind for everybody to talk about at least till next season of convo! *sigh*

Sunday, September 18, 2005

salaams

all new:: ATARASHII blog!

truth is, it's not really new.i've had this site long before tht of blogdrive..but,secrets out-i didnt used ths blog bcos i'm HTML dumbo!! (^_^) not to say now i'm all great with html..still there's alot to learn, but suffice to say, i'm better than i'm used to be *proudly*

anyways,from now on, this will be the site where i rant&rave about life, family, friends and just blurting out things that could&would not mean anyhting to anyone at anytime..but me!

so, people..hearie hearie:: I HAVE MOVED!!